Dreaming of a life I can’t have, realizing when reality is bigger than dreams…

I’ve been in a rut lately (I mean, I always have). I try, I try so hard, only to be taken aback and pushed away.

It’s been a struggle. I still don’t understand. I’m just so lost. alone. Trying to figure out my way, when I don’t even know where I’m heading to.

When will I ever not feel this way?

Grateful

Nakakatuwang isiping may mga taong nagtitiwala sa iyo, lalo na’t kapag limitado lamang kayo sa isang parisukat na bagay na kaharap ko ngayon habang isinusulat ko ito, at habang binabasa mo ngayon…